i always say i wan post bla bla bla..
dunno why feel like wan blog dun blog..
these few days damn sian cause HOLIDAY!!
oso dunno why sian..
everything oso dunno why..
but humans very funny de lor..
bad thing happens complain..
good thing happens oso complain..
in any case..
these few days kinda busy lor..
oso dunno with wad..
the only thing is recently ate not much n exercise at night..
so in a few months time can see my packs!!
den last night damn cute lor..
i n mu wanted to go jogging de..
but drizzling ma..
den went play frisbee..
damn loud la!
imagine 1 am got ping ping pong pong sound..
entertain ourself can le..
after so long ive decided to come back to blog...
you ask why??
cause im too bored to do anything..
things really changed during these times..
and they change fast..
"time will nvr wait for anyone"
my time has stopped..
mine wont move on..
im still living in the past..
im still loving the same person even though we already broke..
im still missing her even right now..
maybe im bounded by promises..
promises we made together saying we wont be apart..
but everything ended juz like tat..
deep in my heart i really cant lose her..
but in reality ive already did..
i juz cant let it go..
i really dunno how to help myself forget abt her..
ive tried everything..
but nth seems to work..
and it seems its getting worst..
enough of all those..
i'll try to update everyday eventhough i know no will bother to look..
juz to keep all the memories to myself..
really damn bored right now..
but actually i shd be in sch..
but really dunno..
i really miss her till i really dunno wad to do when i got up..
ive decided to stay at home in the morning..
ill end here for today..
RING RING RING RING RING!!!
im sorry for being hot tempered..
but i really cant give anymore trust..
its not tat i dun wanna give..
but ive been betrayed far too many times..
tis is the last chance i wanna give..
after tat no more..
i really cant hurt myself anymore..
because of this i thought smoking could hurt me cause the pain in my chest was really painful..
but no matter how fast i smoke i still cant be released from the pain in my chest..
smoke can only make me feel like vomitting..
make me feel uneasy..
but tat was the best i can go..
the pain is still there..
being how i was yesterday made me feel like an animal rather than a human..
maybe by nature i am..
but ive thought through..
i shouldn't be the kind of guy to go through romance cause i know it will be a mess..
really is a strong word..
it can change anything n everything in tis world..
God loved us..
and he is still loving us..
he can change any human to be more like human..
rather than me..
i juz dunno wad to do anymore..
in every phases of life i gotta go through alot problems..
from friends till studies till finance..
i got everything..
every time i make a decision it can either be good or bad..
but mine juz seemed bad all the time..
even to relationship..
i really love her..
i really do..
ppl see tat..
but they only know one side of the story..
im always a bad guy no matter wad..
but hav ppl thought through?
who made us the bad guys?
we dun carry a label on our foreheads saying"bad eggs"..
it was u ppl who thought of us as them..
those who turned bad mostly is because they are hurt rather than they wanted to choose..
i still deny tat ive turned bad..
but its up to those ard me to decide..
but still even if i really turned bad..
who will still stick to me as if we r family?
today woke up late for band sia..
in the end rush..
den i nvr iron my clothes..
cause going out with baby..
n she wear nice nice..
n its really nice!
she wore yellow n black!
really nice la..
really suits her..
reach band room..
i thought i was late..
in the end so little ppl!
did same things like any other days..
so sian la..
n my flute today super flat la..
normally only pull out a certain length..
i did the same thing but today flat 40!
den in the end push in all the way..
1st time sia..
den wait for band to quickly end..
cause baby in sch waiting for me!!
so happy la!
but made her wait..
(cause teacher talking..abt stupid stuffs some more..)
den went out!!
today was the most enjoyable day ever!
maybe took alot pics la..
(too bad cant post..T.T )
but i really enjoyed!
1st went tm eat pizza hut!
wanted go pasta mania..
but too many ppl..
so went pizza hut..
ate alot la..
till now super full..
not bad sia..
only 40 bucks..
but eat till full..
after tat went wisma..
(dunno spell correct or not?)
den went to sony ericsson de shop cause baby de bro de phone need to go for service..
den we at the shop take alot of pics..
all very nice la!!!
1st time go out take so many pics sia..
den went hougang mall..
shop for her clips den went home..
den on bus got 1 uncle..
he change clothes sia..
luckily on top deck only me n baby..
sent her home le den wait for bus..
den jiu home le..
~~today i really enjoyed my day with baby..
even though the time spent together today is really short..
but quality time was spent..
i love my baby!!
played during sectionals..hehe..
after buying tickets..n! outside the theater it showed "L change the grand chathy"..haha!
after band went for lunch..i look soooo shy..haha!
all the guys..all so handsome sia..haha!
im being forced to blog..
long time nvr blog le!
always say wan blog wan blog..
in the end..
i wanna complain..
sch life can be so boring la..
waking up early in the morning..
waiting for buses squeezing with ppl..
i really love my classes..
but its like im so damn lazy in the morning la..
really shd go take license tis year..
at least get a motor..
things are gonna get fun!
but thinking too much la..
but i'm really planning to get license tis year!
past few weeks kinda boring..
but luckily got band..
went out with them quite a num of times..
they r very interesting la!!
i'm super shy laaaa..
will be posting some pics later..now..
back to wad im posting for..
im being forced by my baby..
she's so cute la..
let us go back in time..
met baby at cp..
(i wanted to wait for her on the 1st lvl..but cant wait to see her..so went lrt there..in the end she missed me..den went basement to find her.. -.-)
took mrt to plaza sing..
(-.- only 10+ in the morning..)
so went up to buy tics..
n i realised..
VERY LONG NVR WATCH MOVIE WITH BABY LE!!
as im typing now im still very happy..
went mac ate breakfast..
(only im feeling tat way.. -.-)
den go for movies..
watched the leap years!
how to say..
i dun recommend love at 1st sight la..
but the story is good..
after movies actually wanted to go pasta mania eat..
but im quite full eating popcorn..
so is she..
we finished to whole thing!!
n is WE..
she owes me a meal for being late!!
so thx baby!
nth to do..
the rest of the day we spent together happily!!
(not going to say where wad or anything..)
today woke up at 5+ n msg baby..
miss her so much..
but of course she slping(xiaozhuzhu)..
played maple with my bro..
den called baby..
she's sooooooo cute la..
den she reaching sch..
den watch anime till 10+ den bathe den journeyed to sch..
well the thing i dun like abt public transport is u gotta squeeze..
emphasize on tat later..
n ONCE again..
so hot can!
the class was kinda big so we split into 2 classes..
1 n 2..
i was in 1..
mr chew's class..
wad he is saying no one understands!
i was kinda irritated..
den do drawings..
but the thing is..
WE DUNNO WAD IS WAD!
so i asked hem..
n he was oso like "er..hmm..i think is...."
is was like..
"like tat i oso know!"
after class went home(kinda anti-social)..
reached home chat with baby awhile den i went play soccer..
did alot stupid stuffs la!
i was laughing instead of playing..
den dinner at cp..
wanted to go mu's house..
so i guess i'll be ending here..
saw xin yu today..
n we was like didnt notice each other..