gosh...IM SICK!!!! i think its due to the rain tat time we went chalet...munir oso...haha...juz now went his house...when leaving his mum asked me wad happened(i think im too sick till she can see...or maybe because im holding to rolls of used tissues)...haha....then said dun go out too often....later pass the sickness to munir.......i was like haha....but haix...munir oso sick...then went home...gosh...very xin ku....its like i wanna slp but kept coughing n sneezing...n the worst thing is having sore throat....so xiao mi feng...u wont be hearing me singing for quite sometime.....speaking of which...today went swimming in the morning with elicia n gereld.....by right xiao qiang coming...but in the end heavy colour light friend....haha...then swim swim swim....quite funny though...but cant remember wad happened...then went to meet xiao mi feng....haha...she SO CUTE LOR!!!! then walked with her from the church to cp....super funny man....she's so cute....haha...its fun la...being with her...even though very troubled by the thing tat is happening....but i still manage to go out k....then met esther....after tat went mac to wait for jj...in the end...he immediately went my house....wait for nothing...went to get myself a macflurry....so long nvr eat le....haha...then when leaving i went to get an applepie....so they told me they are going to popular....so i went home....reach le i used to toilet roll in my room till no more....so i went to the toilet to get more....HAHA....then jj came(or is it came liao? dunno...)...then xiao mi feng n esther came....they was like laughing so loudly...haha...but quite funny though....they laughing at nothing de lor...i was like staring them n see wad they were doing...haha...i cant find a thing to laugh lor....haha...but seeing how xiao mi feng laughed really reminds me of my sec sch life...haix...the time where we spent most of our time together....playing, laughing n stuffs......now? dun even feel like im existing....even though i know im dying soon....HAHA!!! lol....then they went off at 6+...but jj still with me...n i realized i received a msg from sing yee...telling me jess wanna go for dinner....i was like"later i 1 side again how....always like tat)so nvr go....then went munir's house....then reached home n slept at 10 plus...gosh...really slept....can see how sick i am....then juz woke up...haix...so sick.....n now like having fever lor....
you nvr gave anyone any chances....how to know? can you like reject me???at least im not waiting for anything...its really hard waiting for someone....the worst is u dun even know if she likes you....well...no use troubling on tis...i know im an extra....it has always been tis way...no use doing stuffs tat embarrasses myself....im gonna be me....i wanna ask...wad my existence means to anyone.?? i lost tat reason along the way...someone tell me....
im really hoping for my tears to dry....but now its like free flow...juz like my mucus....haha...anyway...ending here....maybe going to the doctors tmr....fever right now....see la...go wad chalet....in the end outside caught in the rain....pain n suffering....dun wanna admit it but its now part of my life....haix....who to share with? i seriously haven't told anyone....i wan u to be the first to know....but now....